I know I am supposed to have hope that it will get better. That it is always the darkest before the light shines. I am losing hope! I am supposed to go see the nuero-suregeon but how can I when I call them and they tell me over and over they havent gotten my referral and the doctor I usually see keeps saying they sent it over a million times.
I am in so much pain now that my vision is going blurry, my head is numb and tingling, I am vomiting, and the only thing I can even get in my system to stay down are small drinks of 7up.
It is to the point where I am ready to cut off my own head!!!
I need this to go away!!!