Not many people know but I am suffering from severe health issues. It is one reason why I am taking forever to write anything here. The doctors think I have a brain tumor, and I await my cat scan. I am always tired and my head never stops pounding and the pressure gets worse everyday. On top of that my diabetes are way out of control so with new medication I am hoping to get some reins on that.
So much has happened lately to put into words. All these emotions I am feeling; changes in my life. It is scary to think that I will be stuck in the state I am for many more years. We moved here and I hate it. I was told so many things about this place and its all a lie. So I will save up and move the hell out of this place!
I feel bad sometimes. I keep passing out so I dont get to do so much with my daughter. It sort of makes me feel guilty, that I am being a bad mother? Despite my issues with my family, I can say I am thankful they are here to help me with my minion because if it werent for them, I wouldnt be able to take care of her in this condition!!!